It's been a long time since I have penned some of my thoughts...
Was thinking a short time ago... Actually, was at work...and spent a moment staring out the window and daydreamed...of course, this is an exception, as normally I never daydream:P But for a moment...perhaps b/c I had found out that I didn't get into the school I wanted...that I had to re-adjust my goals...and how I was going to achieve them...not sure what...maybe just a pensive moment with no roots...
What if we could see how our lives would turn out? What if...for a brief moment, we could see ourselves...in five years, ten...if we could know how our plans turned out? What would we give? Would we be willing to do it? Part of me would want to...no doubt...but part of me hesitates... At first, it was a "knee-jerk" reaction on my part...of course I wanted to know...if I would be sick...if I was successful, in family and career...what I would be doing...if my plans worked out...where I would be... But as I thought a little more, I realized I didn't want to know. Life can be short or long...our final destination is inevitable, but the journey is what makes life worth living... For some, the unknown is scary...to me, sometimes I feel this way...but also found within the unknown, is the beautiful... ...if one chooses to see it in that manner...and I do...
Was thinking a short time ago... Actually, was at work...and spent a moment staring out the window and daydreamed...of course, this is an exception, as normally I never daydream:P But for a moment...perhaps b/c I had found out that I didn't get into the school I wanted...that I had to re-adjust my goals...and how I was going to achieve them...not sure what...maybe just a pensive moment with no roots...
What if we could see how our lives would turn out? What if...for a brief moment, we could see ourselves...in five years, ten...if we could know how our plans turned out? What would we give? Would we be willing to do it? Part of me would want to...no doubt...but part of me hesitates... At first, it was a "knee-jerk" reaction on my part...of course I wanted to know...if I would be sick...if I was successful, in family and career...what I would be doing...if my plans worked out...where I would be... But as I thought a little more, I realized I didn't want to know. Life can be short or long...our final destination is inevitable, but the journey is what makes life worth living... For some, the unknown is scary...to me, sometimes I feel this way...but also found within the unknown, is the beautiful... ...if one chooses to see it in that manner...and I do...
